Sigh

Who would have thought that festive celebrations regardless of where you are means nothing without people you care for.Who would have thought that the primary challenge would lie within the test of courage?to be able to speak and say when and where you want to.just seem to sound so simple when you are not even able to let the words come out of your mouth.a nd when the moment passes,you beat up yourself for not being able to act there and then when the moment was present.note to self:must speak whenever the words are there and ready to go.i miss listening to music.remember when you said the first two weeks would be the hardest?fuck that.its constantly deteriorating by the days.guess the graph chart worked differently this time...
new year's is a-comin'..

what ever happen to the word 'resolution'?i know i forgot about it long time ago.....